And the verdict is…

Oh this is good!…REAL GOOD…

But this is something that I am ready to accept but not ready to be.

At the ripe old age of 44, I am going to be …

A grandmother.

Where did time go?

Where did the baby that I held in my arms only moments before go?

When did the joy of a new mother wear off and when did I realize that I was now an “expert” at raising children. 

I only say this because they are alive, happy and still love me. I believe that is what an expert in child rearing would look for.

I somehow feel as if the world is slipping away behind me, somewhere I am drifting off into outer space…floating to one of the endless billion solar systems thousand upon thousand of light years away.

Reality hasn’t set in. 

Life is still young, at least in my mind.

 

Yet, it is right. 

It is good.

A grandmother…

 

 

WOW!